I have gazed at her from afar. I talk to her a little bit. I've had a crush on her since i saw her in the 10th grade. I'm now a senior. I have always cursed whatever it is that girls only want to be my friend. I'm not complaining, i like having alot of friends. It would just be nice sometimes if the girl i like actually likes me too. I try to get her attention but i can't compete with the other hopefulls. When i try to talk to her my heart beats with an intensidy like no other. I know i want the relationship to happen, but i'm still kinda scared about being in another relationship. Like almost all my past relationships ended with her cheating on me. I've spent so much time trying to figure out what i did wrong. I'm scared that once agian, i might fall in love just to have that happen again. Its said when your afraid to be in love.